I get stoned way too much. When I'm on the train I feel that nervous coming, my palms get sweaty, my stomach knots up, my heartbeat becomes irregular. It's a miserable feeling, then you start breathing like you've just finished running a marathon- an anxiety attack. It's the least pleasant feeling I can recall. The best way to treat it is with benzos- xanax, valium, lorazepam, that type of thing, but since I'm a benzo addict I try not to pop pills too often. Instead, I smoke weed/pot. It helps shortterm to make the anxiety go away, dry up my palms, just makes me feel better. It calms me down, if it doesn't make me feel GOOD than it atleast makes me NOT feel BAD.
I started smoking when I was 13, after a couple years it stopped having that STONED effect and instead whenever I smoked it just made me feel normal. Still I smoke it though, it truly is a wonder drug.

